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Thursday, March 19, 2009

wHAT'S A GIRL TO DO???

IM TIRED SLEEPY AND IM WONDERING WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME...
I'VE DREAMT ABOUT [HIM] THE PAST TWO NIGHTS
AND IM WONDERING IF IT'S MEANT TO BE...
I KNOW... I SOUND
LAME RIGHT...UGH
ALOT OF PEOPLE TELL ME
IM THINKIN TOOO HARD ON THIS
BUT WHAT'S A GIRL TO DO WHEN SHE'S LED ON
I LIKE HIM....STRONGLY AND I CAN'T GIVE A GOOD REASON
WHY...I GUESS IT'S LIKE THAT SOMETIMES
I HATE THAT I FALL ASLEEP WITH HIM ON MY MIND
I HATE THAT I WAKE UP TO HIM IN THAT SAME PLACE..
I HATE THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY I KNOW THAT
IT'S A SLIM CHANCE FOR ME TO HEAR HIS VOICE
OR READ HIS TEXT...
IDK...IT'S WHATEVER...I TRY NOT TO CARE...
BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE WHEN IM WITH HIM HE MAKES ME FEEL SPECIAL
LIKE I BELONG TO HIM AND WHEN IM NOT WITH HIM IT'S THE TOTAL OPPOSITE
AND AS HARD AS I TRIED NOT TO LIKE HIM
THOSE FEELINGS COME RIGHT BACK
BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I WONDER WHY HE MAKES ME WONDER...
IT'S LIKE MY FEELINGS ARE LOST IN
LOVE'S ABYSS...BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY
WHAT'S A GIRL TO DO???

[DEEP THOUGHTS]
LUV YA, GOOD NITE

~xoxo lolllii la'bella


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